
I am so grateful that I decided to pick up the April Ensign and read it tonight. I had a stack of magazines that I have been wanted to read. Tonight I finally had a chance to relax and read. I was going to read an entertainment magazine then at the last minuete I decided to read the Ensign instead. I was so touched by the spirit as I read about the new First Presidency and how the church is instructed to name the next propher when one passes. I was thinking to myself how neat it was that I took the time to read that right before conference. Knowing a little background about the speakers helps me relate more to their talks.
Needless to say I kept thumbing through the Ensign and I was so impressed by this article I had to share.
This article is about what a great joy it is to be a parent or to nuture a child in some way. I think about how grateful I am to have Hailey in my life. It was a struggle to bring her here and we endured many trials before she came. I constanely am grateful to the Lord for the blessing that she is to my family and what joy she brings to us. It wasn't until I read this article tongiht that I really realized what a neat opportunity I have been given as a Mother to lead her and bring her up to be a great "parent" too someday. Every thing I do instills in her what she will want her future children to know and learn. Even things that don't seem fun or when she is on my nerves I need to endure and remeber that some day she will do that for her Child because of the example I set for her. I know it isn't easy but tonight Hailey was talking up a storm and basically making Jared and I crazy. I feel bad now for not just spending more time talking and listening to her. It is my goal to be more aware of her needs and how everyday experiences will affect her life and what becomes of it. I regret some of the mistakes I have made in the past but this article opened a whole new perspective for me on being a parent and not only nuturing her but also those children around us. I have already seen joy that comes for this and I look forward to now really "finding and recognizing" that joy that comes in nuturing a child.
If you have not read this article I encourage you to do so. Sorry my thoughts are all over the place and problem make no sense ... I alwasy post when I am tired and it is getting late. I wanted to share some of my feelings though about how much we can be inspired and blessed by living and doing what the Lord expects of us..
Alright enough of my soap box. READ the article. It's worth your time!